I thought I might give blogging a rest. But in this wild world of social media, I have made connections. Irene Latham is a poet/blogger and the kind of person I will do almost anything for. She tweeted yesterday.
Here I am again because this is a subject I live with every day.
Be creative.
Be vulnerable.
These two walk together with me as I wander this writing terrain.
Big Magic by Elizabeth Gilbert speaks to me. She writes for 272 pages about “Creative Living Beyond Fear.” The reason this book has taken on such popularity is we are all battling this dualistic problem: creativity and fear. On Goodreads, there are 333 quotes from Big Magic. I could pick any one of them to make my point here. That creativity and fear (or vulnerability) walk hand in hand.
With my students this week, I have been creating an altered book. We have taken books that were discarded from the library for repurposing as a collection of writing from this school year. For the most part, we’ve been making a mess. But in the midst of the mess, creativity is evolving.
This is the freest I have felt about painting and creating in a long time. I’m just doing it. I don’t expect anyone but me to ever care about this book, so there is no fear. And since I feel absolutely safe creating alongside my students, I am not vulnerable either.
When I write for others to read, the stakes become higher. And yet, in this blog space, I have found a safety net. I have a group of people I belong to. I’ve gotten to know you by reading your blogs. You know me, and you leave encouraging comments. I may not know your face, dear reader, but I trust you.
Vulnerability is lessened by safety, community, and camaraderie.
Creativity breeds creativity. Endeavoring to express yourself artistically whether with a paintbrush, a musical instrument, or a pen exposes you to failure. Yet creating makes us human, and creativity is meant to be shared.
Margaret, thank you for sharing today! So lovely that we both reference BIG MAGIC… I am enamored of the pages you share here in your new art/poetry project. It takes strength to rise every day and create… and to blog. Thank you. So happy to know you! xo
Hi Margaret, I always I assume I’m the only one with doubts. That everyone else knows just what they are doing, and they are happily doing it well. Big Magic speaks to me as well, and it has real power. I like your printed girl and the poem companion with its cardinal earth-praise-monotone and its tree-temple. It has earth-magic and song-connection to poems of the past and future. I’m glad you’re still here. Many blessings on the wind and twig. XOXO
I love what you’re doing with art! I recently got a gelli plate, but I haven’t gotten beyond the initial controlled experimentation phase. I’m hoping to soon enter the “making a mess” stage.
I’m glad you showed up today. I enjoy reading your blog. Sometimes we just need an invitation to nudge us to be creative and/or vulnerable. Your book project is magnificent! ~Amy
I have been savoring Big Magic, too. I love the creation emerging out of your mess! Looking forward to seeing how your book evolves!
Beautiful painting and creating. So honored to have you share your vulnerability with us. We are the benefactors.
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